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fat…

body image is a strange thing. I struggle with it. I know it’s going to be an on going struggle and I don’t beat myself up over my body as much as I used to…I am much better now. I used to feel like a beached whale. I have worked hard with the trainer and it’s hard for me to look back at the beginning of this blog and see those pics and not feel that way again. I don’t feel like a beached whale anymore…but I do feel fat sometimes.

I know that I’m not…I know that at my late 30something years, and at 5’7…having a 31″ waist is damn good! I know that I’m not fat, truly fat, but most standards…the problem is that by gay standards…I’m fat. and I hate that! I hate that it has to be that way! Why did all this come up…well…I don’t like the picture I took today…I feel like it makes me look fat…hence the diatribe. Sorry…

here’s the Tulio briefs I’ve had on all day…

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