I’ve decided that I’m going to start dating again, we know this, I’ve talked about it. I have to ponder now finding the dates…I’m not much of a bar person, never have been, and in fact have really tried to stop drinking recently. I don’t think I have a problem…I just would rather not have the extra calories, and I’ve never really enjoyed alcohol all that much. So…meeting guys…this is the hurdle that I have to tackle next…a difficult one since I’m relatively shy (I know, I know…you don’t believe that) and prefer someone else to make the first move – that way I know where I stand – they’re interested in me. Maybe it’s a fear of rejection I have to get over…hmmmm. Anyway…once I get talking I have a lot to say and can hold up my end of the conversation if you interest me…it’s just that starting the conversation bit that’s the hard part…and then the asking out…oy…what have I gotten myself into? I can be very romantic…dinner…walk in the park…holding hands…conversation…just need to get there first. Younger or older (as long as it’s not by much) is fine by me…attractive and attracted to me…great next step…I just have a hard time reading signals…and I want so much more than random hook ups…
here’s the bright purple Lonsdale briefs I’ve had on all day today…as I’ve contemplated my dating life…